jakey.c: i love you, so god blessed much. and in the span of 5 months we've been together, you've taken my heart and i can say i fully trust you to keep it safe.c: i don't think anyone on this earth could ever understand how much i care about you. you're so amazingly special to me, and the reason i'm scared of losing you is because you are my whole entire world. i have never really been scared to lose anyone, ever. you are my only exception. but i know i don't have to worry about losing you. i know i have my moments which can be awful, and all i can say to you is thank you for everything. thank you for sticking by my side always, for putting up with my mood swings, thank you for still loving me even after you've found out how weird my family, friends and i myself are. my mom already loves you because you make me happy.c: she's always saying how much she likes you and how she hopes we'll stay together forever and have kids. and all i can say is i hope we do too.c: i hope that one day i can tell our kids how we met and how we fell in love, and they’ll smile and probably think we’re gross, but that will make me happy.
i cannot wait until i can officially get out of this town, i can't wait until we can move in together. and the day we get married and we have a family. it'll be so perfect. and all those people who will try to get between or that have tried already don't matter. because at the end of every day, it's never anyone else i'm thinking about. it's always you. it's you that i want to be with, nobody else.
i know i may get jealous or worry, but that's only because i care about you. i truly do. i hope you always remember that.
i love you jake collins, with all of my heart.c:
